I Love You, But Only On My Own

I Love You, But Only On My Own (愛してる、でも一人) is the fourth song featured in the movie Kaiju of Retribution Tatsura and the second to be sung solo by Yukikaze Mizuki.

Spoken Prologue
Shortly before the song, Yukikaze has a brief flashback when Tatsurou confessed to her.

(Inside her room in Under Eden, Yukikaze is lying on her bed and looking at her pendant) Yukikaze: Tatsurou… (Flashback to when Tatsurou gave Yukikaze the pendant) Tatsurou: This will be proof of our love. (Yukikaze nods) Tatsurou: Yukikaze, I will protect you with my life. Yukikaze: It doesn't matter what happened, I will never forget you. Tatsurou: I believe in you, Yukikaze. (The two kiss as flashback ends) Yukikaze: (still looking at her pendant) Don't worry, Tatsurou, I still remember you. (Outside, Tatsurou and Zokuto are standing by the entrance of the brothel) Tatsurou: Yukikaze…

Usage
Before the song plays, Yukikaze is inside her room in Under Eden. Six months had passes since she and Rinko were captured during their mission. She lies down on her bed, holding and staring at the pendant that she still wears. She remembers the time when Tatsurou gave her the pendant when he confessed his love to her, to which she returns her's. After reminiscing and reassuring to herself that she will still remember Tatsuro and return as soon as the mission ends, Yukikaze sings the song, lamenting that she is alone and imprisoned in a world isolated from the one she knows and lives in, from the embrace of her love for six months and counting. However, she learns that continuing to remember Tatsurou is a painful reminder of her dangerous quest to find her mother and every single day she has spent without the ones she love, as well as every single day that has passed for Tatsurou without hearing anything about her and her situation.

Releases
The song is available in two albums:
 * Kaiju of Retribution Tatsura Original Soundtrack Disc 1 - Track 10
 * The Best of Mahou Kaiju Series Music Anthology Disc 3 - Track 12